Overwhelmed? (6 weeks)

That is my life. I've taken to watching the entire series of Full House as a way to destress. This is what happens when you can't destress with alcohol.

Lets see... pregnant, 1st trimester symptoms kicking my ass, getting married/planning wedding, trying to save money, eric needs car, we need to get a house, working full time, as a brand new nurse, live at mom's.... that's a lot going on.

And of course the exhaustion they all talk about has really set in. OMG. I wake up from sleeping and feel like that feeling you feel right before you fall asleep. Basically, I always feel like a zombie about to collapse into sleep. It doesn't help that I spend 8.5 hours a day on my feet, taking care of other people. Who honestly, sometimes I want to tell to shut up and stop whining...because I know I am in more pain than they are (between my ankle, back, feet, and all my pregnancy symptoms on top of it). I hope other nurses feel this way sometimes and I'm not just evil.

Oh yea, I have some sort of ankle injury. Don't know how it happened. Started hurting almost 2 weeks ago (engagement day actually.) Again, doesn't help that I'm on my feet all day and can't rest it. I'm usually limping around work within 2 hours into my shift. Nothing like a gimpy nurse. I really need to call a doctor about it but... I can't get an xray. So what can they do? I've been wearing a brace on it but it doesn't help. It really hurts though and it's really worrying me since I need to be able to walk in order to earn money! Things pop when I rotate it but that's not what hurts. It just hurts when I walk around, hard to describe.

Anyway, 10 year high school reunion in November. November 30th. I'm due December 17th. I was excited... until I found out I was pregnant. Nothing like being full term pregnant at your high school reuinion. I'm gonna look like a giant sphere and everyone will probably make fun of my rotundness behind my giant back. I am short and short woman just look like giant globes when pregnant (unless they were like a size 2 before getting pregnant, which I was not). Also people I like better be going. I will so annoyed if I show up 37 or 38 weeks pregnant and it's full of people I don't even like. And I can't even drink. HORRIBLE.

I need to go watch full house. Also, I'm grumpy because I have to be at work at 8am tomorrow, for a CPR class till noon. Then be BACK to work from 3-11:30pm for my actual shift. And I'm already constantly a zombie. Ugh I wish this was 1950 and i could just be a pregnant housewife and only have to answer to myself, and hubby. Working fulltime while pregnant is not easy!!